好久不见， 我还是没变 :)

又回到这里

感觉好像好久没写部落了

这里, 因该是我的最底线了

毕竟如果可以和人沟通, 当然好过来写部落.



不能入睡, 翻来覆去

算了, 就不睡了

烦恼的事有两件

一是 ,

工作... 不是很能胜任

想着换工作, 但有和约到八月

懊恼着 前途 和 钱途



二是,

感情...

我喜欢她

告诉过她

常常kacau她

但是觉得她不会喜欢我

距离...自信...是阻碍

其实都隔了一段时间我没有喜欢上谁

会觉得厌倦...因为都没结果

徒劳无功的事， 很累人

对她

目前没有计划...盲目的跟着感觉走...

偶尔聊聊天...很快乐

偶尔被她无视或敷衍就情绪化

我还是一样， 没变.




by iron 30 JAN 3:57 晴:)

???

I am really not understand you

and I am really not understand the world

actually I am not understand what I want

pick up something will be left off somethings

should I left off something for pick up you?

Or I just left off you to pick up others?

so many question mark in my mind now



by iron 16Jan02 1:24 sunny :l

**New**

I was dream walking since I graduated from college

living like a rubbish

I need something new!

to refresh myself

because it was a brand new year

2012!




by iron 05Jan 10:48 sunny:)

an noob essay

(company laptop cant tap Chinese @...@)

Today my colleague was on leave,

thats mean I can eat snake (:K)

I Got thing to do , but I am really lazy to touch...

So I was browsing around on mudah.com and FB all the time....

and I started to search on camera post, and then ....

I was regretting = = , that I was brought the one fujifilm HS10

this shit always happen on me...

after I did something, and I will regret for that.

actually the one i brought, not bad want... just, it is only have 10mpx(weakness)

because within that price can gain those function actually are very worth already

but I was compare it with those pro and expensive camera.(sony A77, Canon 600D, and so on)

which is not equalize ...

sometime I was felt suffer in between greedy and happy.

maybe, what I should do is to more care about those thing that I am holding but not those I want to hold....


by iron 30 Dec 16:22 sunny :|

I am not prefect , and dont expect me thanks

我改变了许多

变得更勇敢了

如果你不喜欢现在的我

没关系

也没办法

nothing is prefect



by iron 28 Dec 23:50 雨:)

Let's go peng yean

借口都给了

够了吧...

我这几个月里

做了自己喜欢

做了自己想做

的一些傻事

还不错

玩够了

该回来了

过去的

留下吧 :)




by iron 26Dec 22:11 晴:)

倒带 Chords

G_______ Bm7______Em____C_____Cm___G
我受够了 等待 你所谓的安排 说的未来到底多久才来
G ______Bm7 ______Em______C_______Cm
总是要来 不及 才知道我可爱 我想依赖而你却都不在
Em__________C__________Em__________F
应该开心的地带 你给的全是空白 一个人假日发呆 找不到人陪我看海
Am_________Em___________F__________D
我在幸福的门外 却一直都进不来 你累积给的伤害 我是真的很难释怀
G____________ Em__________Am__________Cm_____D
终于看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白 最后才把话说开 哭着求我留下来
G____________Em____________Am_________Cm______D___G
终于看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍 你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开

我需要休息了

by iron 12Nov 00:46 stop.

明天？

其实

我的blog...

也没有几个人会来看罢了

写

也都是些

无聊的废话

有时还真的会问自己

为什么还继续写...

唉...

今天也是好累....

但还是得安慰自己说

明天会更好

晚安...



by iron 02Nov 22:51 雨:(

1 2 3 ...∞

一个人

两个人

一群人

精神粮食不足

还是会寂寞...

此时此刻

好累

晚安



by iron 30Oct 22:00 雨:l

没有.

我会坚强

尽量不靠别人

但有时真的好累

怎么睡都不会精神

眼皮好重

有没有什么地方可以让我沉睡..

有没有什么人能让我靠靠..

有?没有..

残...

by iron 25Oct 21:19 雨...